I don’t know if I can continue 😔

Years ago, while still being a meditation monk, I stopped sending a newsletter after a few months.
And only then did someone reach out saying, “Hey, what happened to the newsletter?”
And I remember thinking:
You tell me now…

I share this because today I’m in a similar place.

I’ve run out of funds.
I don’t know if I will continue Hawimi...
I need a few days to listen to life, to myself, and to what you share with me.

The dream hasn’t changed.
I still believe in a world where the most conscious choice becomes the default one.
And I still try my best to embody and inspire others to embody that dream every day — in every choice I make.

But after putting everything I had into Hawimi, I’ve reached a simple truth:
Without feeling personally safe I can’t spread safety to anyone.
If I can thrive while staying safe, amazing.

Thriving may be spreading safety, love, abundance.
Safety first, thriving second.

This is not a dramatic goodbye. Or may be it is.
It is honesty.
I’ll possibly pause Hawimi.
And come back once my personal safety is strong enough to be spread to others in such large vision.
I definitely need a moment to breathe, reflect, and choose consciously.

I would love to hear from you.
What resonated with you in reading this?
What is your takeaway?

For sure I will still do the Hawimi or Being the Change daily check-in. If you wanna join me, you can do it here.
If you want to make me doubt and keep going, you can support the Hawimi Crowdfunding here.

And if or when I find a way to stay safe, to have my basic needs covered while investing strongly in Hawimi, I will.
Until then, I’ll keep embodying it, in (almost) every choice I make.

One conscious choice at a time.
We Are Conscious Heroes™ & Together We Are The Change™

With a full heart,
Loto
Founder at Hawimi
The Most Conscious World Is Always One Choice Away.™

P.S. Thank you for reading, for feeling, for caring.
Whether you write back, join the daily check-in or the crowdfunding, or simply follow your heart today — you are part of this movement.